I'm not really a blog person but I fear that I will be forgotten sooner or later... so I'll have to leave my mark somewhere before I disappear off the surface of the planet. Life as always is like the stock exchange(damn commerce), with the daily doses of ups and downs. It's become a continuous routine of work uni work uni... I seriously feel disconnected with friends. I seem to be using WORK as an excuse that no one bothers inviting anymore. Soon I might be needing counselling myself, oh the irony of being a psychology student XD I mean I do talk into dummy phones at work when it gets quiet at work ; ) I've experienced many different wants, needs and lust in the past half a year. From money, PVC figurines, to designer brands and now photography. I'm starting to become very indecisive about where I'm going. Right now would be a good time to quote "which way is your beard pointing, Walt Whitman?"... Its from Allen Ginsberg, this is probably the last fragment of HSC that I still recall. Being an ABC is just so damn hard to fit in... the asians think you're not fob enough, the white kids think you're too asian. But to be honest I don't think I have really hung out with non asians asides from my primary years... How many years ago was that?? *starts counting fingers* The last semester of Uni has been quite a bit of hell... especially maths, I was slain and left lifeless in a pool of my own blood after the finals. Another thing on my mind is that my Learner's licence is about to expire soon, I've been trying to pull off 2.5hrs of driving everyday... I still can't park my mum's car orz!!! EPIC FAIL Well I guess this is it, enough of my irrational rambling and time to get on with life... If I remember to update this space of emptiness, better known as SPACE, then I will talk to you soon, my invisible audience.